Today's Japanese Common Test was horrible. There were loads of questions where i could not answer, or am not sure. Although majority of the answers came back to me in the later part of the test, there was still a small percentage of the questions that I to guess, such that i do not leave a blank. In the whole test, i left one blank. What is "only" in japanese??? It was killing. Overall, although the test was not hard, it was giving mental stress as there were questions i could not answer. And another fact was that i was super sleepy in the test, therefore I could not concentrate well. The experience was definitely horrible. I cannot imagine how the end of years would be like, with the addition of composition and oral. :O

After that was lesson as usual, but the Jap class was alot smaller. 5 mins into lesson and i was called to give answers twice. Horrible. I can;t wait for the time where they are going to rearrange the classes such that the class would be big again, like the atrat of the year, with 36 people in a class. Today, my Japanese class only had like, 14 poeple. Less than half of the number of students at the start of the year. Learning Japnese is really tiring, that's why so many people are quitting. I really hope i have the determination to survive till Year 4. I can do it!!! Ahhh. I'm already like super super stressed. I really don't know if i can survive. :O

Ok, this is a very emo post, because i'm doing my essay now, and i am fretting about my japanese common tests results. I'll get them next week! Oh my gosh, the wait is horrible. I hate waiting for results. I almost died waiting for my PSLE results. :P

Have you ever had the kind of feeling where you are happy with your test/examination results, but your friends were not so lucky and did not do as well as you? Well, that was what i felt during PSLE. When i realised that i had gotten 256 + 3 for my PSLE, i was practically jumping for joy. But when i saw my friend cry because her results was not what she had expected, I was sinking inside. I lightmess inside me of the happiness i felt disappeared in an instant. I felt like crying myself too. So this is how influencial a friend is. (: A friend can actually turn my extreme happiness into sadnesss in a instant. Cool right?

Sometimes results are not what you expected. You think you did very well, and it turned out that your results was a lot a lot lower than you expected. Sometimes you expected very low, and your results turned out high. Results are practically unpredictable. When i was doing my paper for my PSLE, i was confident. I thought i would do, not say very well, but at least above average. However, during the wait for my results, when i reviewed what i had done during the paper, my confidence was seeping away, but my PSLE results still turned out satisfactory. My friends (as mentioned above) however, was not so lucky. Her results were not to her satisfactory. She cried, but after a few days, she was fine. My point here is that when you get results not to your expectation, you can cry. Cry all you want, cry away all the sadness. But after you cry, get over it. I'm not asking you to don't care about it, just don;t be sad about it anymore. Treat it as a motivation, to do better in the future. Tell yourself that you want to improve. If you are stuck at "Oh my gosh, I failed my test/exam", you aren't going to make any improvement.

I feel as if I'm giving a motivational talk. Haha. So maybe a motivational quote would make it even better. :D

"Do not be afraid to change. You may lose something good, but you may gain something even better." :D Jiayous people! You can do it. Can we do it? Yes we can!

"I know this is stolen from Barack Obama, but if he can steal it from Bob the Builder, then i can too."

"Black is the new white"

Quoted from "Napoleon's" speech.

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. :D :D :D :D :D