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  • Friday, March 18, 2011 - Conflicts :

    Note: This post is all my personal thoughts, nobody will be named, only lettered.

    Have you ever found out your friend has 2 different faces, where the person is totally nice to you, then becomes another person towards another friend, mainly mean? If you did, what did you do? I seriously need advice, 'cos this is where i am now. 

    Recently I found out that there's this person, Person A we shall call it (so as not to reveal gender ), it has been being very mean to this friend (Person B), yet it my presence,  she becomes all smiles and very nice. 

    To some people it can mean nothing, but to me, i suddenly feel disgusted even sitting at the same table as Person A. It seems as if it is wearing a mask that nobody can see through, yet in front of another person, or should i say its closest friends, she tears away its mask, and bullies them. You may thing its normal to tear away your mask in front of your closest friends, but you do that to be yourself, not bully your friends! So by bullying its friends, it means that that is her real face, and that face is mean. 

    After this piece of knowledge, I suddenly feel that I cannot sit at the same table as Person A and feel the same way towards it. Suddenly i feel as if i want nothing to do with it, and run as far as possible. I'd rather it scream and shout towards me, be mean towards me, such that i can not be friends with it, rather than being nice to it, knowing the face behind it. 

    Honestly speaking, I feel scared. I cannot rip that mask away, and i cannot suddenly ignore Person A. It means that i cannot do anything to help Person B. Perhaps you think Person B shouldn't let Person A climb over its head, but you can't blame a person for being too nice, right? 

    This makes me feel bad, very bad. I can only watch Person B complain, and I can only comfort her, but I can do nothing to make the situation better. 

    Here, I come to my title, Conflicts
    What I really want to is to rip that mask away.
    What I really want to it to confront Person A.
    But I can't. 
    Why? Because A is my friend. 

    What I really want is to help Person B. 
    What I really want is to make it better for you and me. 
    But I can't. 
    Why? Because A is my friend.  

    I really want to forget.
    I really want to ignore.
    But I can't do anything. 
    All I can do is to submerge myself in conflicts. 

    This is a short poem that I came up in 5 minutes. That's why it sucks, but it contains all my thoughts and emotions about this event. I hope this will be over, and someday I will forget, I wish i could ignore the sufferings of Person B. But when?


    Rhonda=) blogged at 6:11 PM